Alright so last week big issues. Adam's friends (with only one or two exceptions) are douches.
Especially this one girl. Seriously, from the beginning I've done nothing but try to be friends with her. But she's one of those "I'm-so-hard-core-I'll-pick-my-nose-in-public" retards and it was quite obvious that she had many things against me. There was even a point when she showed up at a bar that Adam and I were already at and when I went and got her a chair so she could sit down, she walked away without even saying a word to me. She refused to hang out with me so Adam was stuck bouncing between sitting with me and standing with her. Actually at one point Adam left the floor to sit with me for awhile and she went to sit in a corner against a wall looking oh so pitiful even I felt bad. The only time she sat down was when my friend had had enough of it and asked her to "please join us" then at that point she talked to my friend and not one word to me. Nice, right? Adam told me to just ignore her, I tried, but shortly after that she started sending Adam text messages about how she felt he was being distant, and that he never hung out, and Adam told me about it so I thought, well maybe I was wrong. I told Adam to tell her we'd make more of an effort to invite her out with us when we do go out. And I did, but she always declined. I even remember times when I would make Adam go back in to see if she wanted to ride with us whenever the whole group did decide to go to the same place. Anyway, nothing got better, and I was getting frustrated at Adam as well. For feeling absolutely nonchalant while I was fuming all along. Side remarks, and nasty side glances. Really who could cope?
Everyone said make sure you are ending things because of Adam's behavior and not his friends'. I said yes, surely, I'm ending things because of Adam's inability to take my feelings seriously and to see that perhaps he needs to defend me now and then when his friends are curt to me. Whatever. I told Adam how I felt and it was as if I wasn't getting through so we broke up.
Mr. Sensitive proceeded to delete me off his Facebook account, his MySpace account and blocked me on his IM. Ouch! It's the modern day kiss off, I kept telling my friends. Well, I was miserable the entire day, until Adam text messaged me to apologize for the harsh things that was said. Of course, I caved and called just because I missed his voice so much. (We are so pathetic together, and apart =D) Well, we talked it out and decided to try again, again, again. Hahaha!
This time around. His friends can kiss it. Which is difficult because they are also his roommates but we've decided that he can separate his time, which is what he wanted to do in the first place. So when he's with me it's all about me. Woohoo!
So, our first "together-again" activity was to his cousin's wedding. And meeting his parents, his sister, his cousins, and his cousins' significant other, and his grandma. YIKES! It turned out well actually. He has a wonderful family. But I'm still thinking I had a couple spazzy moments that slipped through.
After the wedding we went home for a little bit to "nap", and then headed to Liquid to watch Alien8 and Congress of a Crow. It was an almost great day. I could barely make it through the night out, though, I was so tired from such a full day. Adam took me home and got me some pork rinds and pepsi (by special request) and watched The Office dvds with me. (Adam had never seen The Office before. So I brought over the dvds of Season 1 and 2 that Wayned had downloaded for me (thanks again Wayne) to introduce him to a better genre of humour. No offense, but his "on-the-outskirts-of-ree-ree" housemates have limited themselves to watching, memorizing, and reciting along to the SouthPark reruns. Woohoo.)
The next day I went home early and Adam got up to have mother's day breakfast with his family. We both napped for most of the day. I guess we really needed it after everything we had done during the weekend. In the evening Adam picked me up and then we went to Fox and the Hound. We were going to watch a movie but decided instead to go back to his house for more cuddle time. It was perfect.
So, so far so good. Happier than ever. And then he sends me this link, a song that reminded him of us. Tell me if it's not so right on, the video and the lyrics.
Faber Drive - Second Chance
I found the phone I must've missed your message You got it wrong, It wasn't what your friend said. Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again. (Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)
Your friends are telling you, You gotta move on. (Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.) You turned around so I could tell you what took so long. I don't know why I ever waited to say. Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out. I should've let you in, but I let you down. You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.
I should've known, took you and I for granted Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded. Tell by your tone, I've taken it too far again. (Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone. (Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.) You turned around so I could tell you what took so long. I don't know why I ever waited to say. Cuz I'm just dying just to see you again .
Instead of holding you, I was holding out. I should've let you in, but I let you down. You were the first to give, I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first. I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse. You were the first to give, I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.
What you give is always what you get. There's so much I haven't given yet. If you could give another second chance. (Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again.)
My friends are telling me they saw you with someone. (Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.) You turned around so I could tell you what took so long. I don't know why I ever waited to say. Cuz I'm just dying just to see you.
Instead of holding you, I was holding out. I should've let you in, but I let you down. You were the first to give, I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.
My last mistake, putting my friends first. I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse. You were the first to give I was the first to ask. Now I'm in second place to get a second chance.
Instead of holding you, I was holding out I should've let you in, but I let you down You were the first to give, I was the first to ask Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.
It's so funny, right? *sigh*
Okay, okay. Now this blog is way too long, and I have finals tonight. Hmmm...This calls for a hot chocolate break. Ah, seriously, nothing can go wrong today.
Oh. . .I'm off the hook for Sex in the City. What a RELIEF!