Everything just went sour from Wednesday. Aside from the whole being sick business. Ugh. Being sick. Who invented that crap? The weekend did not get much better. I kept trying, really trying to do something. I was so sick of being sick. The minute I headed out though, that first puff of cig, I knew, I was not going to make it.
Today was a good day, however. I think I might be feeling on the up and up. Or perhaps, I've forced myself to feel on the up and up. I woke up this morning with a to-do list already running through my head. The biggest to-do was homework. Yes. If I want to graduate, I must do homework. Or I think that's how it goes. Well, I've got them done, mostly, and I think I'm good to go to sleep. Tomorrow, I go to work (if I haven't gotten fired yet) very very early. I'm sure we're all familiar with the schedule by now. I work Mondays to Fridays, and sometimes Saturdays. I have classes Monday and Tuesday nights. It's all fairly routine, until someone gets sick.
Here's a song I found while stuck in bed:
"Where I Stood" - Missy Higgins
I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none
There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood
See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you ain't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood
And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you This is what I have to do
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood
Hi Jen! I hope you're feeling better. I think you go your son sick as he's had a temp since yesterday!! HAHA.
Do you have a copy of that song. I really like it. OR should I buy the CD and return the favor for JOJ? Let me know. Have a good Monday!